The Greatest Pain in Life

The greatest pain in life is not to die, ....

but to be ignored.
To have someone you love but doesn't love you back.
To have close friends but doesn't tell you if they have some "gimik" for the night.
To lose someone you love so much knowing that they don't care about you at all.
Trying to show your sincerity but was ignored.
You saw a dear friend or relative but pretends they haven't seen you.
You gave your best shot but you don't get credits for that.
Caught yourself talking to a mirror.
Friends are trying to avoid your calls because of the thought "you-might-borrow-money-from-them" when in fact you just wanted to say Hi.

but to be forgotten.
All the good deeds are forgotten over some other good deeds.
Whenever you did something right, no one ever remembers. But whenever you did something wrong, no one ever forgets.
Never gets a call from a friend even to say "HI!"
Having friends which are "not existent" in your life.
You were forgotten to put on the list.
You felt like a blind man in the middle of a busy street.
To be left in the corner when someone found another person better than you.
You were remembered as "already-died". Some gossips spread that you passed away.
Your friends don't know if you are still living in the country.
Your neighborhood playmates doesn't know if you still living in the neighborhood where you all grow up with.
None of your friends console you in times of difficulty.
You haven't felt a hug, a kiss, a pat on the back or a nudge for a verryyyy long time.
When you think that all the world that's left was you!

but to be taken for granted.
When you share you innermost thoughts with someone who then, laughs at your face.
Asked about your opinion but did the opposite thing ---just because it's your opinion.
Getting things done for someone who are dear to you but never gets a "Thank you".
You gave your last penny for someone you care but never cared about you.
You are fed up with the I-LOVE-YOU's which are really not meant.
The person who says "SORRY" to you does not try to look in your eyes.
Giving your whole life to a person who can't give a second of his/her time for you.
You needed some care but people tries to make some excuses.